Monday, November 11, 2019

There are Your Face In The Mountain Foot

Last night, rain falls in the mountain, In the hood, I talked to god even it's just one way talking.

Not only prayed for my father, I also prayed for you, I hope you good there. In the middle of the storm, I had embraced our memories. we've complement each other. even in the last, we went separated way.

Our beat together. Our prayer was were once, our hands never want to let go, we elder than the ancient. What we ever had, undefined. It's natural if I remember you anytime. You are someone I once chased to death. before my soul really dead, and when the rain stopped. I hurriedly step outside. looked for a mountain foot. in the sky we starring at, there is a missed that I quoted, you've said a long time ago.

How are you? What're you doing? there are so many questions, that I wanna ask. but my lips freeze,  only able to left a letter to the corner of the horizon. hope you would read even you weren't. you know, today I was remembered you not excessive and not deficient. Finally, time filled me with the dust. slowly makes you no longer remember me. I don't know where you're? we haven't tried to contact each other for a long time. this is what I used to be, right? there was a prestige that prevent me to greet you. maybe the same with you, hold on the edge of pride. 

I don't want to be the first person to say hello. although I thought this is the best. for what we tortured ourselves? back to fix the mistake by returning to repeat the same mistake, indeed a thin difference. I don't want to be trap in short euphoria. a friend of mine came and tap my shoulder to grateful. there was a time we need to look, there was a time we need to close the eyes, there was a time we need to look up and there was a time we need to bow down if they're not so much thing left to do, Praying.

Praying with all your heart. Allah never busy to listen to our prayer, then I stare at the sky, I know there I can meet you




TIMELINE Page 193-195
by Fiersa Besari